In every sweets there prone to have bitterness..thats what happened to me.. I saw him in the bus on Thursday but he wont looked back at me.. what a friend he is.. And today we boarded the same bus but unfortunately when we alight, he didnt see me and just walked off.. missed by a nickle.. haiz... No doubt I miss him.. we used to hang around at the void deck. Pouring stories after stories.. Time no matter to us.. When i need a listening ear, u wont say NO. When i cried, u shed my tears with ur pranks and gags. You even showered me with love and care that no other girls could get.

But now, i dont think our friendship working out well.. i cant say anymore.. the only thing that makes me remind of you is the necklace that u bought for me as a birthday gift... Have to stopped this emotional feeling!!! It affecct others around me.. Just wish ya all the best in your endeavours and hope you lead a happy life ahead.. Thank You for all the comfort and love.

Junior, Im sorry for ignoring you in MSN.

Labels: words that fly

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Salina was xtremely to the MAX happy when the mystery guy showed up today.. Ok he's hot..cute.. blondey and with a tattoo on his arm..

Well i was grinning too but to bad salina, i got a much better view from my angle.. No doubt she pissed of by me.. Sorry dear.. In fact, u should take my place..hehehe

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Cs: Ok instructor, send all your student for feedback now..

All: Hidayah: finally..thought she never said that

Salina: thank god! im famished right now..

Zana: ok darlings..push in your stool and clean your table pls..

Punched our cards and about to leave the centre...then Cs stopped me.

I was informed to join in the MPS meeting at YRC on mOnday.. awW.. in that case,left salina all alone..hehee..

Well zana, salina and I planned to wear checkerds on Saturday together with nabilla too. Unfortunately bella didnt turned up due to overloading projects. So its just 3 of us.. We went to square2 Fork n Spoon. Zana ate dumpling noodles to satisfy her cravings. As for Salina and I, we ate desserts only.. then we head to Cotton On.. Shopping spree!!...not exactly.. haha..

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tOok a hell of pictures..so VAIN!!... wish bella could join us..sob..sob..

''the day has end and ashes of memories left behind..wind may blew it away but we will trace it back...''

Bella: hope you are doing well at home.. im missing you my dear friend..

Salina N Zana: thnx for spending time with me.. i really treasure it so much.. =:)

Labels: All eyes on us

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Saturday, May 24, 2008

Yesterday after work, zana called and asked if salina and i wanted to join her for dinner at Square2..

After much thinking, we agreed.. Waited for her for quite a long time and my stomach cant stop grumbling!! Where the hell is she?? Is she lost somewhere?? Caught in a traffic jam??

Finally she arrived 1/2 an hour later.. Ordered our foods and tugged it in.. yummy...!

I ate dumpling noodles.. Zana ate Ban Mian while Salina ate Yong Tau Foo with laksa noodles?? Yucks!! but the gravy was sweet though.. AND.... we took 'un-awesome' photos. darnz...

That's about it..

But i miss bella!!! Hope she can turn up on Saturday..

Labels: bored

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Saturday, May 24, 2008

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Recently I have not been myself. I don't know why. Everything seems to be wrong..everything seems so difficult..everything seems too hard for me to cope..

Feel so restless each day. Doing work half heartedly. No smile. No laughs. Only fears and tears.
Cant tell the difference anyway. Too much clotting in the head.

What was i thinking???????

Lose appetite.. down fall concentration.. Jammed brake thinking. What's more..

Talk to a friend over the phone doesnt seems fun anymore not working out well either. Feign to smile and acknowledge the subject.

beats me! what am i worrying about? School??? Work??? Commitment? Relationship?? Myself?? Friends?? Family??..WHAT!!????????

No point flattering over it.. Just cant see what's the cause..
Wait till next month where more brain juice been squeeze out from the cells....

Labels: 'someone's watching over me'

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Monday, May 19, 2008

Hmmph.. had a hectic day at work on Saturday ...but never frown course its Salina's 17th birthday.. For her sake, i wore a decent outfit to attend her birthday function after work. First impression matters. haha... Salina turns 17 while nurul aka yuyul turns 5 on 17 May.

And that's it.. its been fun but tiring day though.. Make our move at 9pm.. Oh gosh! OMG!! i didnt expect Irwan and Salina to be cousins.. Shocks!..who cares..haha.. Anyway,I followed Nabilla home. Help her with her project then dozed off...

Appointment 18.05.08- treat mom to movie then visit grandmom..

Nabilla: hate the way u sleep.. u snores la sey..haha but i had fun that night! (sound so wrong)

Salina: Love ur family.. they are cool people especially Busu and kak yati.. And happy 17th bdae.

Power ranger friend: drink more water to soothe ur throat.. and ur ayang(cat) voice so CUTE!! but not the owner aites.. no offend.. peace!

Labels: addiction

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Monday, May 19, 2008

Friday, May 16, 2008

Wooo!!!..what a day i had..
Accompanied the sec1s to HomeTeam top-notch shooting club

for their air pistol dry shoot..

On our way to Top-notch

Sunny day!!!

After that, nabilla and i went to causeway point... bought salina's birthday present. And had dinner at Cavana..woohoo..so the fun..

too full so cant talk much... alight at jurong east then take bus 99 all the way home...

To power ranger: Take care of your self..

drink more water and have ample of rest...

To nabilla: Dear, i miss u sOoo much... dun forget our sleep over ya..

Your make me in tears today when u claimed that im everything to u..

Labels: musical heart

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Friday, May 16, 2008