I’m tanned. My skins are burning. Not forgetting the muscles cramps too. Nonetheless, I had fun under the scorching sun. Yesterday, boyfriend asked me to join his family and relatives out for picnic. Reluctantly I refused but after much thought, might as well I tagged along rather then rotting at home doing nothing. So we went to Pasir Ris Park.

As usual, Cik Man aka Bangla never fails to irritate me. Like they said, motor mouth with no insurance. Boyfriend’s niece, Hazirah and Kalisah are two hyper active kids. They don’t know when to sit down. Wonder about and make a hell of noise. The third and fourth siblings, Farhan and Danish are the quiet ones. Farhan like to mind his own business with his skate scooter while Danish, since he can’t walk nor talked yet, all he can do is cry his heart out when no one wants to play with him.

Boyfriend’s aunt brought lot of food to eat. Wonder how many kilos I gain after that. While the men were pitching their tents up, both Ina and I went to the toilet and fill the buckets with water but there’s no pipe so we do it manually. Ps: Don’t ask how we did it. Haha..

Next we went for swimming. Guess why I mentioned I got muscles cramps earlier?? Both Isha and Ira climbed on my back. Farhan just sit and watched us from far. He scared Boyfriend told me to ignore them as they are attention seekers but I obstinate. It’s not that everyday they get to come to the beach and swim. No doubt, I injured my knee and toes. It bleeds but no worries, its only minor cuts and bruises. As long the kids had fun, I’m happy.

We dozed off in the truck. What a hectic day we had. Boyfriend leaned on me. Isha sleep on my lap and Ira on his. Farhan truly worn out. Being a small size boy, he gets to squeeze in between and slept throughout the journey peacefully even if the Abg rizal is a crazy driver. When I got home, put down my bag, and went straight to bed. When I woke up today, I received 5 unread messages and 3 missed calls. Hahahaha…

Labels: i want you back in my life

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Sunday, my favourite day of the week where no souls can disrupt my weekend mammal hibernation. I’m just being lazy to even get up and make my own hot Milo for breakfast. Hahaha... Let the woman of the house do her job. Mommy can manage without my help. What a bad daughter I am. *evil laugh* No doubt, my weekend is still trashed by the lists of chores I made yesterday. *sigh* Boyfriend called to ensure I woken up by then. Had my breakfast in front of the TV. My kind of weekend norms to get the day started.

Then its time for WEEKEND SPRING CLEANING!!!! Hate it so much but have to do it no matter what since I had no plans today. Mom already screamed at me last week for leaving the chores behind half way through. Sorry. Hehe.. Well, what I can say. It’s my lazy day. No point reminding me umpteen times, I still won’t do. Codename: Good girl gone bad. Grabbed a ladder to reach the boxes above where most of the junks are kept. Surprisingly, there are a lot of memories left behind. No wonder I sneezes my nose off. Truckloads of dust accumulated up there for months.

Firstly, I saw my prelim exam paper which was 3 years back. I scored well. Not bad.*smile* Then more junks found. CIBTC course notes, Adam Khoo Workshop booklets, anti-drug badges, acrylic paints, broken stencils, notepad, diskettes, exam notes, cute paper bags, cue cards from first presentation, written poets and Malay essays. Not forgetting lesson plan and agenda of recent year’s unit camp. Finally, I found my sketchbook. Flip through the pages and stared at the pictures I drawn. I’m amazed.

Next I found this envelop full of pictures. Paused for a moment and reflect on those days we had. The 10th batch of NCOs had this barbeque gathering at Yew Tee. Lots of precious reminiscences cast in my mind. Tears roll down. Wished we could turn back time. Apparently, it never going to happen. Those unused junks were dumped in bags for recycle. Coming Sunday, both mom and I will bring them down to the recycling truck. Next week highlight “Go Green”.

Labels: longing for you

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Sunday, January 25, 2009

Friday, January 23, 2009

Hi all. Its been solid two days i ignored my blog with unwritten entry.. kind off sad and frustrated these days. *sigh*. Anyway, as you all know, life is never perfect. And it never turn out thw way you want it to be. *Sickening*. Sad to say, my brother's wedding is postponed to later date. Im not as keen as i was like before.

Today,i'll be accompanying Mami at home. Its been a week already. She must be bored staying at home alone. I can sense her lonely heart missing her son so much. As promised, i will visit her every week. If i break that promise i made with Hafiz, its as though i cant keep my words.

Only god knows how i felt yesterday. No doubt my flu has recovered..

Labels: you disappoint me

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Friday, January 23, 2009

Monday, January 19, 2009

First and foremost, Happy 20th Birthday to Jazli. May wonders and luck be upon you. Its a good way to end the weekend with fun and laughter. So, let me entice you, readers, with my jockey entry of the month.

Well, the plan was disorganised but we managed to pull it off. No doubt there's hiccups along the way. But before I continue any further, yesterday was indeed a hectic day for me. Boyfriend wake me up early in the morning. What the hell?? Not even my parents were up yet, doink. Spoilt my beauty sleep liao.. haish.. Gave him last warning!! haha

Dragged my soul infront of the television to begin the day with warm and love by watching some cartoons. Then Boyfriend called again.. To my surprise, he already reached boonlay.. OMG!! and I'm not even dressed yet. I rushed to the toilet. Bumped against the washing machine and dining table resulted in few bruises on the knee.. OUch!!

He waited patiently in the living room. Had random chat with my mom and soon we're off to Marina Square. We fell asleep in the train. Hope no one sees us at the corner. They must be wondering why are we sleeping in a broad daylight.

Boyfriend and I stopped at Mac Donald for a bite. He ate his favourite hamburger and hot-fudge sundae for me. Intending not to spoil my lunch with the rest later. Soon, Jaz and Is arrived. Came to know, there's changes to the plan still. WTH!!! Fine by me, i just followed what has been planned. God knows how I felt at that point of time. I hadnt had my breakfast nor lunch intead i fill my stomach with ice-cream. That really pissed me off. 'Cakap aje jiwe!!!'

Nothing much extravagant about the whole idea of celebrating Jaz birthdaya at Gelare'. To me, its a waste of money hence not much happening moments going on. Anyway, who am I to have a say. Majority agreed to go there. Of course la, free food. No one forked out any cents though. Busterd! Waste more money at Arcade. waaaahhh...

Next came bowling. My mood changed some how. haha. We split into 2 teams. Jaz's Team and Wan's team. There was a lot of drama at the scene. Unexpected characters and people surprised me. It was boyfriend first time playing so he deserved some motivation instead of critics. Well, i flavoured it by scoring the first strike of the day. Someone wasnt happy... I did missed a few strike due to blurry vision. My contact lenses dried up. All thanks to boyfriend who rushed me down early in the morning .

In the end, both Adi and I top the chart in our respective teams. Despite the laughter, emotional breakthrough shoved us. Again!?? Then boyfriend and i went home. Others still wonder about the premisses.

Save the best part for the last. Supposing Jaz, Is, Fatin, Boyfriend and I went conferencing over the phone but Boyfriend busterd us. We was fast asleep at 12 midnight. So we carry on without him. Tentatively, it was about the outing we had. This is so called a feedback session where we voice out our likes and dislike and hope not make repeated mistake in future gatherings. Good riddance, Its almost 3am so we closed the line.


Random photos still pending to upload.

Labels: mundane but with angst

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Monday, January 19, 2009

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Fazilla informally invited us last week. We waited till the last minute since all were busy working and schooling. So yesterday, Salina, Wan and I conferenced over the phone.

My lovely busybody boyfriend were keen of listening to our conversation that we ignored him repeatedly and focused on our objective- to find an outfit which suit both for working purposes and wedding occasion. With my high heels on, im so going to moan when i get back home.

Anyway you can tell that we cant be bothered to bring extra clothing to change after work. Finally after hours of rummaging the closet, we decided on what to wear.. simple yet elegant yaw! Of course, Salina managed to find something for me. Thanks beb!!


The news you told me wasnt shocking at all, in fact I already expected days ago. Its time you walk off from this misery before it eats your life dear. Its too much of a responsibility for you to juggle being a full-time employee.

At work, all seemed fine to me. Yellow zone was relaxed though. Unlike the Green zone where there are 50 over students to attend to. Luckily majority of them are independent learners so need not require any close supervision.

When we(Zana, Salina and I) reached Yishun, we boarded the bus 804. It was packed with locals and foreigners. Easily to differentiate by their dialects. arrrgh.. lazy to continue la..... summarise better.

To end it, we ate Briyani, take a few photos and enjoy the pleasant breeze.. Its getting late..
Tomorrow is another day of local road trip.. Celebrate Jazli's 20th Birthday..woohoo!!.. Hope the plan works. Amin..

Labels: missing you

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Saturday, January 17, 2009

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Add a spoonful of sugar to neutralise the acidic content. Yesterday I had fun with Mami Rozita. I went there to accompany her at home. I learnt alot from her though. Both of us are sick and tired of watching TV. There's not much channel to switch to. Our stomach growled. Went to the kitchen and cooked ourselves some instant noodles and eggs..that will do. Then she taught me how to sew sequins to a wedding dress.. Im impressed by my creation. Yeah.. haha.. Its 2.30pm.. better get to school now.. Mr Raoof taught us case studies in hospitality and tourism. He's a cranky dude. Cool man i should say. He's very explicit not cynical yet humorous and conservative.

Then i head to work after school. I hate to board the train at this hour. Its packed.. haiz... You can find yourself been squeeze in between two giant man... For once i feel small and timid.. haha..

Today will be another lesson with Mami.. She will teach me how to knit.. Im a fast learner so hopefully I can knit as good as her..


We shall see.. hah!

Labels: a start to everything

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Thursday, January 15, 2009

Monday, January 12, 2009

Like other weekends where all spent time with their love ones indulge in scrumptious feast at a fine dining buffet or maybe out in the open field enjoying the breeze. As for me, i went out with boyfie, surveying electronic devices at IMM and hooked up in chocolaty doughnuts. not fogetting the dinosaur shake from Macdonalds. Sat by the brick wall plantations at the edge of the road and dig in.. Next took some awesome photos, mainly retard ones.. Then we travel down to boonlay by taking the free shuttle bus to Jurong East interchange. Saw Rizal but couldnt be bothered to talk any further.. Met fuzah and Ayu for dinner at KFC... Stomach punctured with laughter more than the food itself. Talk about nonsensical staff till tears fall down...

What a day. Sigh.

Labels: much loved

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Monday, January 12, 2009

Friday, January 9, 2009

All sound asleep in their beds. Tugged in their blankets, on their way to dreamland. As for me, im still awake.. I cant sleep. Too tired to even get a shut eye. No life for me this week as my working schedule is tight. 6 days a week 9 hours per day.. Ouch!! No worries cos next week, no more working on weekdays. Term 2 awaits you..haha.. Timetable is such that it affects my working hours.. Idiot right?? haiz..

Ok, lets recap... its a topsy turvy day filled with uncertain emotions...
Well.. on Tuesday, after completing my sec1 training programme which took me the whole night, i watched the movie Angus, Thong and Perfect Snogging online. As recommended by my colleague Salina whom kept talking about these particular boy, Robbie, so it somehow urge me to have a sneak peak. Instead, i watched the whole movie till 3am. The best part is, the next day im working at 12noon..haha...cool.. Im suprised that I didnt fall asleep at work.

Then today, i woke boyfie up at 5.30 am.. I called for 15 times yet he wont answer my call. Cant be bothered, i just went back to sleep. zzzZZZZZzzzz....... Wake up at 8.30 am in the morning, check my mails and guess what.. I got lots of unread emails.. Reluctantly read through emails from NPCC mates. ''ought to receive updates from hidyah of the upcoming CCA Fair''.. Well hello!!! how to finalised my proposal when I dont even know the venue of our exhibition booth. Stupid sia. Think i got all the free time for NP is it. Sorry la!.. I dont work with people who think they are too smart to know the tips and ends. Since all are smart poly graduates, you dont need stupid gunners like me to involve in such events. Reason being, Ohh im not schooling in a government tertiary institute so my status is not recognised by HQ.. WATEVER!!!!! Its my choice... You guys are too smart that you dont even know your weaknesses and claim you know everything.. Be prepared to receive my official withdrawing letter. Enough is enough..!!



finally i manage to let it out.. Felt relieved...hah....

Labels: there's a first to everything

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Friday, January 09, 2009

Sunday, January 4, 2009

hello once again....haaaaaaaaaa..

There's a lot of updates to share.. 04012009

Firstly, im undefinely happy about my PBM paper. Im confidently going to aced this paper.. Phew! Finally yesterday marks the end of our 1st term exam..weee...yippe.. strolling in the one week break before the start of term 2. hah.. Well for sure my week will be pack with hours of work, exceptional on friday. =)

2ndly, congratulation to my dear Eiyra on your 4 yrs of long lasting relationship with Fauzi. Happy ever after aites.. And not forgettin Aly, happy 33rd birthday. 3 decades has passed yet there's lots more to come by. Never stop dreaming. Well talking about birthday, let mte sneak the glimpse the day before. After exam, we went to JP-the largest suberban mall in Spore...hehe. Together with vly, jane, eiyra, insearch for aly's birthday gift. We bought him something simple yet inexpensive..hope he likes it.. the best part was, we went to 'Action city' and found out this asthmatic sound-like chicken. It gives us tears of joy..haha..

Then Eiyra and i make our way home while vly and jane head to the nearby restaurant for lunch. Meeting them 3.oopm at Clementi yaw.. Unfortunately Eiyra cant make it because she's celebrating her anniversary with close cousins and Fauzi. Heard they went for bowling. So got to check her blog for latest updates.. wee..

Back at downtown, the early birds struggling to keep the fire burning. In addition, Aly delegate the jobs to his subordinates . Ravin-Aly's P.A. Vly-Head Chef, Jane-Asst Chef, and I-quality control manager. How cool is that. No doubt, its a smoky, sticky and greasy night.. In all we had fun all way through, not forgetting Adwyn, Aly's son. His job is bursting every balloon that vly, jane and i blew. Normally toddles cried when they heard something burst but not Adwyn, he loves it. STRANGE!! what can i say-like father like son. Came strolling in- Lewis, Robin and Angeline. More coming in later when the wolves start to howl. Heard that Ben is bringing some boost for the night. Happy drinking guys.. =)

Its almost 10 and its time for Jane and I to live the premises.. My reason was, i hate being around drunken siao! haha.. Vly offer me to join her but i rejected. Well she's going to be drunk too anyway. Enough said. im off.

Labels: my choice

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Sunday, January 04, 2009