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Thursday, November 27, 2008

For once can a family be happy and satisfied with what we have.. its a pain to see individuals mind their own business and life.. its asthough u've been brought up alone in this world. Day and night has always been the same. Its norm for me to hear siblings and parents fighting over small matters which can resolve peacefully without throwing of tables and chairs, puking of vulgarities and curses.

We are all growing adults so why cant we settled down and open our minds and heart to accept each other strengths and weaknesses. Respect each other privacy and let bygones be bygones. There are still doors to repent. Tears can never help instead it weakens you, hidayah.

I hope my sis will return back home to us...
i hope my brother will get married and get blessing from both parties
and lastly my dad,
i really hope he become a dutiful father whom trust us and direct us to the correct path instead of being ignorant, selfish and temperamental...

Labels: from the heart

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Thursday, November 27, 2008

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Two days ago.. 22 of nov, hanis, rae and i went to novena square 2 to have our lunch.. Rae ate pasta at hungry Jack stall while hanis and i digged in our tom yam mixed fish soup.. it comes with rice yaw.. yum!!.. we had a hell of fun..

Then hanis craved for ice cream so we went to prefere' ice cream cafe.. took alot of awesome photos one after another..

Its all about hanis that day.. she gets what she wanted... from ice cream to manicure... Yah!!
well ya, she got her manicure.... the service was satisfying and hanis seemed happy with it...no doubt her fingers got all the pampering treatment... thats so cool..

I cant stay long.. must be on my way to work.. its nearby so no need to rush yaw...hahha.....
As for the both of them, they'd meeting Ct at bugis to catch a video or movie screening i should say.. Have fun guys...!!

thats all for now... i love my life..
enjoying every singler second of it..

*missing my hirduwan...*

Labels: what a day

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Sunday, November 23, 2008

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Had a great day today besides attending class after break, Ct, hanis and i make new friend. His name is Afiq. A cool sociable guy. He was late too so he followed us. Unfortunately he's in the same class as MJ and the minah! Mass comm chicks.. BUT what the heck.. We dont give a damn..haha... Its econs lesson so we kinda slacken down... but we do understand he's babbling..

After school, we all had plans and went our own way.. Im meeting hirduwan somewhere around school premisses whereas Ct heads to CDC for her car prac, and hanis, i overheard she said she wanna go home... hmph..

I accompanied wan to west area. Roaming around neighbourhood endlessly.. searching for superb technician who can repair PSP analog key with the best price of all.. So far the cheapest deal is 30bucks.. so sorry..offer been rejected..

We were hungry so we bought fish burger, tuna bun and doughnut to munch on.. Sat by the resident corner area.. Took some fabulous photos.. uprepared yet candid ones. We chat for hours till we warm the seats.

When i got home, its fatique im concerning about. Had a nice warm bath. You called me, Wan.. too bad i was in the bathroom...and thereafter was not so great part of the day. Came in big bro to my room and began interrogating and asked about my whereabout. Im so fucking pissed.. Im 18 almost turning 19 early next year yet u interfere with my social life. What are you, a police officer..??? Not even the commandant able to violate other people's privacy. Thats so immature.

Till now not a word from him after i screwed him up.

Now currently doing my PBM project while blogging..

-keep smilinh everyone..-....

Labels: no disclosure

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Thursday, November 20, 2008

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Too many things happened to me today. Im so stressed out over my IT project. Luckily Mr Jackson agree to let me submit it tomorrow morning.. hengz!

He's the coolest lecturer so far.. He behaves like us. Talk like us and think kinda like us.. so ya.. let me continue.....

I didnt had time for breakfast as im so fucking worry about not having to submit both the soft and hard copy... I get tensed up..
1 page cost 80 cents each.. and in total i have more than 20 pieces.. it cost me more than printing at home... If i had the money, i can easily print as many copies as i wanted.. but im devastatedly broke. No petti cash at all....

I cursed my life for having to be born in such a state.

Then, i ignored ct, hanis and shefa and went to see Mr Jackson.. Others were busy attending to him so i didnt had a chance to have a word with him..

Angry plus stress equals attitude..
When it comes to grades, i cn get terribly fussy and picky. All must be perfect, without any littlest mistakes. As its my future im talking about.. I will do what it takes to get my priorities right. So i decide to rush back home to do printing.

Cant held the tears for long so i let it out.. I felt like giving up. So I called Wan, hoping he would cheer me up. But no. he didnt picked up my calls.
Im so down by then..

He gave me a call back afew minutes later but i reject.. Im being unreasonable and selfish. Only thinks about myself... After a few minutes of cooling down , i called him back and everything went back to normal.

At night we chat.. He is sweet enough to tell me how his love for me blossom when we first went out to catch a movie at PS. To turn back the nostalgic time we had is such a sweet thing to please me..I cant believe im with him now.

''lucky im in love with my bestfren''

Anyway, i cant turn my eyes away from the couple necklace he bought for our one month aniversary...

haish... cloud nine!!!!

with love,
hidayah- to all readers

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Friday, November 14, 2008

Talking about yesterday, i only get a shut eye at 4AM in the morning.. Ignore the alarm and went back to sleep. Wake up at 8 liao..!! WAH... OMG! not even a panda got such horiffic eyebags like mine...

So fucking pissed... Hp spoilt again... this time my own phone. I cant msg...
In the library struggling to finish my project... A huge thanks to Vly for helping me out. And credits to Hirduwan for accompanying me there. He treat me lunch somewhere near woodlands checkpoint. The food was sUPEr..DELICIOUS.... As always my lips swollen due to hot and spicy stuff..hahaha... gobbled the last bits and we went off..

Wan and me went to Causeway Point where he bought me a heart-shaped pendant with his name engraved on it. Whats the occassion??? Well.. he said a gift for our 1 month aniversary.. so sweet should say. Smile from ear to ear... Even more romantic when he put it on me. Im SO TOUCH!!..

hehe... after this im going back home to finish the other half of my assignment... haha... CUTE!
Thanks Hirduwan.. ILY.

Labels: love me for real

posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Friday, November 14, 2008

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Not feeling well today. Thought of not going to school but darN!! econs project due date is today...

The alarm went on and i dragged myself to the toilet. Wahlao!! the pain in my stomach seemed to worsen... keep telling myself to hang on..

Met Eiyra at bOOnlay. She passed me her thumbdrive and i went off.. Oh no!! the pain starts to churned again.. Hang on, hidayah.. heheehe..hmmmm.........

Its 8.10.. im still early.. so i called Wan up and we talked.. He sound so crappy so i just nodded every single thing he said... Then i saw hazirah. Hung up on Wan and chat with her instead.. We board the next train and chat again.. Asking how is mami, uncle and hafiz doin.. Are they alright etc.. haha

Alighted at J.E to meet naneno.. Bored to the max liao so its time to PLUG IN!!.. haha

Try to smile though the pain is killing me.. Met siti at queenstown ansd we took the shuttle bus in to school.. We decided to attend the 2nd half lesson because we've yet to do printing..

After breakfast, we went up to Resourse Hub and do the neccesary amendments...