Recently I have not been myself. I don't know why. Everything seems to be wrong..everything seems so difficult..everything seems too hard for me to cope..

Feel so restless each day. Doing work half heartedly. No smile. No laughs. Only fears and tears.
Cant tell the difference anyway. Too much clotting in the head.

What was i thinking???????

Lose appetite.. down fall concentration.. Jammed brake thinking. What's more..

Talk to a friend over the phone doesnt seems fun anymore not working out well either. Feign to smile and acknowledge the subject.

beats me! what am i worrying about? School??? Work??? Commitment? Relationship?? Myself?? Friends?? Family??..WHAT!!????????

No point flattering over it.. Just cant see what's the cause..
Wait till next month where more brain juice been squeeze out from the cells....

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