Too many things happened to me today. Im so stressed out over my IT project. Luckily Mr Jackson agree to let me submit it tomorrow morning.. hengz!

He's the coolest lecturer so far.. He behaves like us. Talk like us and think kinda like us.. so ya.. let me continue.....

I didnt had time for breakfast as im so fucking worry about not having to submit both the soft and hard copy... I get tensed up..
1 page cost 80 cents each.. and in total i have more than 20 pieces.. it cost me more than printing at home... If i had the money, i can easily print as many copies as i wanted.. but im devastatedly broke. No petti cash at all....

I cursed my life for having to be born in such a state.

Then, i ignored ct, hanis and shefa and went to see Mr Jackson.. Others were busy attending to him so i didnt had a chance to have a word with him..

Angry plus stress equals attitude..
When it comes to grades, i cn get terribly fussy and picky. All must be perfect, without any littlest mistakes. As its my future im talking about.. I will do what it takes to get my priorities right. So i decide to rush back home to do printing.

Cant held the tears for long so i let it out.. I felt like giving up. So I called Wan, hoping he would cheer me up. But no. he didnt picked up my calls.
Im so down by then..

He gave me a call back afew minutes later but i reject.. Im being unreasonable and selfish. Only thinks about myself... After a few minutes of cooling down , i called him back and everything went back to normal.

At night we chat.. He is sweet enough to tell me how his love for me blossom when we first went out to catch a movie at PS. To turn back the nostalgic time we had is such a sweet thing to please me..I cant believe im with him now.

''lucky im in love with my bestfren''

Anyway, i cant turn my eyes away from the couple necklace he bought for our one month aniversary...



haish... cloud nine!!!!



with love,
hidayah- to all readers