Tuesday, June 9, 2009
First and foremost I would like to apologise for my prolonged absence. I've been busy lately thus no time to update my blog. Besides occupying my time with volunteeirng activities and my never-ending laughter job, I did have some time for my love ones. Last Saturday, I went down to Mami's house to collect my Hari Raya's outfit. Yes I know its still early. Well, its better to start now than never. I bet everything will turn out whimsically bizarre and chaotic if its done at eleventh hour.
Mami and I then went to Arab Street. I accompanied her to Suria Fabric Shop and stopped at Bugis Starbuck to chill out. Had my Java Chip and Mami with her unresistably Chocholate Chip Cream. We talked till its almost 10. Letting out everything that is concealed inside me. Hmmph.. I did shed a few tears but Mami cheered me up. In the train, i had another counseling from her but at every turn she never fails to make me feel so alive and beautiful. I confides to no one but only to Mami Rozita. Now i realised, the power of spoken words made me someone so reserved and hostile towards my own feeling. No point pondering on uncertainty. Let destine decides the path to obsure future.
Alright, enough of all this mushy and emotional moment. The day after (Sunday), I woke up extremely early to accompany Ibu(my biological mother) to granny'R house. Had complex conversation with grand daddy'O. Bla..bla..bla.. until he became confused that he laughed at my gullible nonsense. Then late evening went to Changi Hospital with Dee, my so called bitch-fren, to visit Suriati. My heart sank upon knowing her true illness. Haiz. Thankful that I still have my love ones around me. But Dee just being an idiot. Truly hate her sarcasm remark but Suriati deserved it cos she wont stopped being caustic herself. haha.. love them both..!! i may not know Su well enough but i do salute her spirit of living. Get well soon dear!! Waiting for the day when we all can sing our hearts and shrieking our throats out..
Ps: Forgive me for Im just a normal human being.
posted by Hidayah Md Isa at Tuesday, June 09, 2009
